Til Death: Reanimated

You walk in and toss your luggage onto one of the beds.

You swing into the room and tuck your suitcase into the corner.

You sit down onto the bed and start unpacking, you hang up one of those big mandala tapestries by the bedside.

Cece excitedly leaves the room and heads to the balcony. Lucinda follows after a bit to wander.

You come back in, lie a towel down on your bed, and just sit there for a while.

10:22 PM

ugh

> You come back in, lie a towel down on your bed, and just sit there for a while.

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump what's wrong?

just bothered that Katie is here, don't wanna talk about it right now

10:50 PM

but in other news I think I've got a date planned

with who?!

(( @Wicked Wain of the West

can you keep a secret?

mhm!

10:58 PM

I keep amazing secrets that have held up for my whole life

ha wow

11:00 PM

it's with Isaac

oooo!

he's been hitting on me since day one but I've been sorta making him take it slow

11:01 PM

quietly drive em crazy you know?

hehe, I see

11:05 PM

he seems to like you a lot!

pshh. what can I say?

11:10 PM

and how have you been doing

good!! Hehe

great, if you'll excuse me I need to change back into normal clothes

make sure to look fancy for him, hehe

ha, I'm breaking out my sunhat

oo

You leave the room, wearing a sunhat with round sunglasses perched on top of it, a black version of your usual skirt, and a strapless top.

You go back inside, whistling a tune as you change back into your swimsuit.

For the second time today you walk into your room and just sit on a towel you've laid down on your bed. You're still in swimwear and your hair is wet.

you enter with her, and kinda just, sit on the edge of her bed

5:49 PM

if you uh, want me to go you can say that.

5:49 PM

sorry that happened. Hhngh

I'm going to be brooding for a bit, up to you if you want to stay or not.

I'll stay

5:51 PM

I'd rather not leave you to be sad all by yourself, if that makes sense.

5:51 PM

it's just something I was forced to do all my life. I don't want others to be alone too

ok

ugh. Thea ruined the entire thing, now you just are sitting here with your thoughts and a sad lady that you can't help

5:53 PM

you hate this, you wish you could help Lucinda

You're just sitting there, seething. You pull some sort of strip of metal from your suitcase. You're just absentmindedly bending and twisting it, it looks just slightly too thick to be comfortable doing that.

5:57 PM

sorry I'm mad right now and with you here it feels more like a performance, could you go?

5:58 PM

come back in a bit with some food and we can have a picnic on the floor or something i don't know

oh, uh, yeah. Sorry

5:58 PM

you stand up and walk out, waving bye to Lucinda

5:58 PM

you head back to your room

You sit there for a while, you end up tearing the strip of aluminum in half by bending and twisting it so much. You leave the scrap on the bedside table and change into your nightgown.

(yes she has a nightgown

(Isaac drooling rn

(not as much as he was earlier

6:05 PM

(personal hc hes a truly awful just terrible kisser

(Isaac like. Is eh at kissing

you knock on the door

@Wicked Wain of the West when you are ready ))

(gonna b out for a bit

You open it.

you are there, with some food in your hands

You open the door and then sit down on the floor.

thanks, sorry about today

it's alright

8:03 PM

you sit down on the floor with her

8:04 PM

sorry thea uh, ruined the mood

yeah, I’ll deal with it

8:06 PM

did you have a good day other than that?

yeah, hanging out with a hottie like you really was nice, haha

PPPPOPOPOPO CRACK POP POP

8:10 PM

Loud crackling and popping rings through the halls.

(NOT SURE WHY I DID IT HERE BUT UH)

8:10 PM

(GO WITH IT

huh?

(also an explosion, forgot to update this because i fucked up

the same to you

8:24 PM

investigate that and then do this again tomorrow?

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump sure haha

8:31 PM

you stand up and open the door

8:32 PM

must've been flint, but nothing seems damaged

8:34 PM

hey, Lucy I'm gonna go uh, test out this blade I got a while back

8:34 PM

you unsheathe your sword to show Lucy

(( @Wicked Wain of the West

wow. that’s pretty nice

thanks, oh also uh

8:54 PM

you put the sword away and walk to Lucy

8:54 PM

you kneel down and kiss her on the lips

8:55 PM

one last kiss goodnight

goodnight, see you tomorrow

you too, sleep well

8:56 PM

you stand up and walk out the door

You smile and wink as Isaac leaves.

You finish eating, then decide to spend a bit of time outside before going off to sleep.

You end up in your room. As you load all your stuff into the washing machine, you notice the towel doesn't have any blood on it. You shrug, start the machine, and get in the shower.

You're done with your shower, fully changed.

You just lie in bed, leaving the door to the room open.

> You just lie in bed, leaving the door to the room open.

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump

you knock on the door, and lean on the doorway

10:31 PM

yo

hey hey

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump what's up hot stuff

10:41 PM

you cringe mentally

nothing at all

10:42 PM

it seems like Penny's resigned herself to sleeping in Flint's room

10:44 PM

so I've just been lounging on my bed

mind if I join you?

10:45 PM

everyone's a love bird in my room, so I wanted to dip

10:45 PM

felt a bit uh, lonely I guess

and now everyone's a love bird in my room

10:47 PM

funny how that happens

damn, I guess

Isaac: Except for Jared. And George.

am I still allowed to hang out

10:47 PM

who's... George?

you're the one who wanted to get away from the lovebirds

10:48 PM

but now you are one

well maybe I want to be a love bird with you

Isaac: say "Hey sex head... Want to make some out?"

(boutta kill the mood

if you were a love bird

10:49 PM

I think you would be a penguin

DreamilyDrifting

Isaac: say "Hey sex head... Want to make some out?"

(this would work on me unironically

10:50 PM

(but only if whoever it is said it to me in person

(I will remember that

4

2

// I have a mission.

// ALOE NO

LMFAO

I suppose, what bird would you be?

10:51 PM

you sit next to Lucy on the bed

probably a penguin too

y'know penguins mate for life?

10:52 PM

that's a fun fact

I was just gonna say that

10:52 PM

it's adorable

pfft. Yeah

penguins also like to huddle for warmth

do they?

what else would they do

I dunnoo

10:55 PM

since we are both penguins, mind if you huddle up with me?

of course

10:56 PM

You lie your head down on his lap, looking up at him.

your mind is rushing with thoughts

10:56 PM

so uh .. uh..... Uhmmm.... Uh

10:57 PM

how's your d... Day been??

good, I got a full body workout in

10:57 PM

is your head alright?

hah!! Uh, ye!! Yeah!! Umhaaha

10:59 PM

you are obviously extremely flustered by where her head is. MAN you have never hung out with an woman

lean over, let me take a look

huh?

11:00 PM

you lean over to Lucinda

You lift up his hair and look at the injury.

it's all patched up with a scar

it's already mostly healed

11:02 PM

some kind of body you have

my body ain't that special..

you've been consistently disproving that

11:03 PM

mr "I can bench more than your body weight"

EEP!! Uh.. uhm... Uh

11:04 PM

y-yeah

I could probably lift you too, just with my legs instead of my arms

that's... Hot

do something about it

huh?? Wh-wha--

you decide what I meant by that

I... Have a lot of thoughts

11:07 PM

some that are realllllly embarrassing

you've embarrassed yourself enough already, it doesn't faze me

pfftjrhrngngnh

11:10 PM

probably... A kiss... Hugs... Uh..... The birds and the bees?? I don't know. My mind is going CRAZY around you.

that can all be arranged

eh?

it's on you to lead the way, though.

I uh..

11:11 PM

uhh..

11:11 PM

you are extremely flustered

You flick his nose.

((I have no fucking clue on how to lead with this

(fade to black

((HAHA

11:13 PM

((DMs

(ok

SEX 3???

you just, go and kiss Lucinda

good job

11:16 PM

anything else?

11:17 PM

or is that it

((gimme a second

11:19 PM

((my entire mood is just.

11:19 PM

((ruined.

(take your time

1

((gonna talk about this in general rq

anything else?

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump I uh...

11:30 PM

you have other thoughts but you do not know whether to act of them or not

do it.

uhm... Probably the last... Thing I said?? If you are.. fine with it.

11:31 PM

maybe it's too early for that??

11:31 PM

I don't.. know

anything you want

well.. there is something I wanna do... Uh...

((gonna fade to black here

fade to black romantically

(amen

(SEX 3

You're sitting cross-legged on your bed in a dark gray t-shirt. The TV in the room is playing some movie.

you are sitting next to Lucinda, cuddling her, wearing her yoga pants.

11:47 PM

so uh. That was... Fun

11:48 PM

you are flustered to hell and back

the day you stop being so shy about this is the day you kill me

// lucinda needs a cigarette

dead from exhaustion

demeter!!

// lucinda needs a cigarette

(shes got her lollipops

i could've kept going but I was just... Nervous...

I'll help you get over that eventually

ehehe.. sweet

11:54 PM

you hold her tight

I think... I love you

// LUCINDA: cool lol

((HAHAH

you think?

11:56 PM

I do

yeah... I love you Lucinda

11:57 PM

you kiss her on the lips

You put your hands behind his head and lace your fingers into his hair, kissing him back.

Makeouts continue etc

you begin another makeout session

((Cece Bursts in Lucinda someone stole my puppets!! Wahh

(she would honestly enter so quietly they don't notice and then just say that someone took the puppets just out of nowhere

12:02 AM

(scare the shit outta them

(THEY HAD SEX?!??!!!.?

( yes

3:39 AM

(Isaac lost his virginity. Only took him 18 years

(so many sex hooooly shiit

3:41 AM

(sex arc

(wait for Ufallo and Xaonii

You get out of bed and stretch.

9:52 AM

I think I'm going to go to the pool, cold water'll wake me up

9:52 AM

come with if you want

9:52 AM

You change into your swimsuit.

come with if you want

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump I uh.. maybe..

you've gotten up, still in her yoga pants. That. Was a crazy time.

you enter, and lay Lucinda on the bed

3:37 PM

can you like, tell me what happened?

I'm not entirely sure

just, are you ok? Anything hurting or..

I think she's going to revive Alice?

that's good, I suppose

I don't really understand her motivations and it's worrying

3:38 PM

but yes it is a good thing

alright hh

3:39 PM

you hug onto Lucinda

3:39 PM

just glad you are okay

3:39 PM

that's all that matters to me right now

it was impressive, you carrying me back here

I can carry you for miles

pshh

in more than one way

3:43 PM

you wink

3:44 PM

so uh, want to watch a real cheesy Christmas movie

3:44 PM

calm yourself down from that experience

> Isaac: Notice Lucinda's fucked up leg. And jaw. And ribs.

you already have, you are trying your best to just get her to rest

that sounds perfect

you put on a cheesy Christmas movie, and take out hot chocolate you had on you in your modus

3:47 PM

you set it up to where Lucinda is all wrapped up in a comfy blanket and everything

come on, get in here with me

hades

> Isaac: Notice Lucinda's fucked up leg. And jaw. And ribs.

// erm they got healed

1

(that is true they are no longer misaligned

3:48 PM

(shes not used to it yet tho

you slip in with Lucinda, holding her close

3:51 PM

you are a cuddle magnet

what? it's fun

3:52 PM

literally like sit in my lap right now

I'd rather have you sit in my lap for now

3:54 PM

you smooch her on the cheek and continue to watch the cheesy Christmas movie

((Cece should walk in lol

Walk in? You're already here.

oh, hi Cece

3:55 PM

you were freaked out, but couldn't show it really

ahoy

how long have you been in here?

You're sitting cross legged in the corner opposite the TV.

3:56 PM

I'm everywhere

that's unsettling

couple hours

dang

3:57 PM

you uh, didn't happen to see what me and Lucinda did right

no when I came in nobody was in here

oh thank God

3:59 PM

you take a sigh of relief

I'm going to go bother people at the buffet

4:02 PM

You leave.

im.. getting tired Lucinda

4:06 PM

is it fine if I fall asleep in your bed

@Wicked Wain of the West ))

of course

you lay down in bed

4:11 PM

you can join me if you want

4:12 PM

just yaaawwn snuffle up next to me in bed

4:12 PM

you fall asleep immediately

You kiss him on the forehead and tuck him into the bed, then leave the room on a search for Cece.

you dream. And dream...

10:26 PM

all you dream of... Is a red pyramid staring at you

10:26 PM

you jolt awake

10:26 PM

WHATHAPPENEDWHEREAMI

10:26 PM

oh.. okay I'm ok

10:27 PM

you sit up, leave a note for Lucinda

10:27 PM

you brush your hair, and spin your katana before placing it on your side

10:28 PM

you walk out of the room

You walk in and pick up the note Isaac left.

the note reads "thank you for such a good time Lucy, I'm still boggled on your feelings on me, and I've never formally asked. So if it were possible, I wouldn't mind dating you. I cannot wait to have my next coffee with you"

You smile, then fold it and put it back where it was.

((I love Lucinda shes awesome

You sit down on your bed and sigh deeply.

Eventually, you get up and leave.

you walk lucinda in here, and place her on the bed

11:58 PM

so, whatcha have in mind

11:59 PM

you both are covered in blood still

I think you know...

haha, well, i think im a LOT less shy now~

fade to black

(congratulations everyone

The fade to black ends. Neither of you have any blood on you anymore.

HOOH. uh, wow.

12:09 AM

wow wow wow.

12:09 AM

you slump down on the bed

You don't even say anything, you're just laying there smiling.

you kiss lucinda

we're really lucky

12:20 AM

Penny's been spending all her time at Flint's and Cece doesn't actually sleep

12:20 AM

all this space to ourselves

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump all of this space of the two penguins, haha

you cuddle lucinda in bed

hehe

shit I forgot we were under attack by pirates still I was gonna get us coffee

8:57 AM

I suppose we can cuddle more

(( @Wicked Wain of the West

I think we did our part in that already

9:10 AM

and that sounds great

you wrap your arms around Lucinda and pull her close to you

After a bit, you fall asleep.

you kiss Lucinda on the head, and fell asleep cuddling her

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after a bit you.. wake up with a throbbing headache

10:37 AM

you get up, scratching your head

10:37 AM

something feels.. off

10:37 AM

you tuck Lucinda in as you head to the mirror

10:38 AM

10:38 AM

nothing is wrong, anyway.

10:38 AM

you walk away from the mirror, and brew a cup of coffee

10:42 AM

you chest hurts. Mostly your heart

10:42 AM

your heart beats have slowed down

10:43 AM

you aren't a zombie, but you are struggling to keep yourself up

10:44 AM

your frostbite gets worse. As you hold your heart

10:44 AM

you attempt to stay calm. And breathe

10:46 AM

in a blast of all your power and energy, you blast your heart as it starts to beat at it's regular rate again

You’re awake. You blink, things look different. You blink again and all is normal.

oh, hey Lucinda

11:40 AM

your head is throbbing still

11:40 AM

you are just drained of all your energy

hey hey

you pick up your coffee cup, but are out of energy, and drop your coffee

>You rush over.

1:31 PM

oh my god are you alright

>You rush over.

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump

1:55 PM

I can't. Move

1:55 PM

your muscles are strained

should I draw you a bath?

please.

cold water is good for soreness

2:24 PM

You start a bath.

2:26 PM

You carry Isaac to it, undress him, and put him in.

2:27 PM

You sit down on the tile, facing away from the bath.

thanks

you fall asleep in the tub

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you jolt back away after 30 minutes

3:00 PM

...

(( @Wicked Wain of the West

are you alright?

yeah uh

3:49 PM

thanks for the tube babe

((tub

you get up, and changed

4:17 PM

what's with all that banging

4:18 PM

should I head to check?

4:19 PM

fuck it I will, hey love I'll.. be back

4:19 PM

you leave

the door handle jiggles, as Isaac and flint enter

@ectoMycologist @Wicked Wain of the West

COUGH.

6:19 PM

You swallowed a turkey bone.

gross.

6:19 PM

You literally eat like a dog.

I got food babe

6:19 PM

you dump out some food from your modus

You hadn’t moved, you were still sitting on the floor.

6:23 PM

You get up and walk into the bedroom were the others are and sit down.

you doing ok sweetheart

I’m doing alright, just working some personal thing out

you and me both.

ha

i have so much baggage from the past hour its unreal man

you nibble on your food, you don't. Really have an appetite

6:24 PM

hey uh

6:24 PM

excuse me for a second

6:24 PM

you go to the bathroom and shut the door

you two both hear violent vomiting

gross.

You sit there.

it. Continues.

you stare into the toilet

6:26 PM

ah.

so uh. whats on your mind lucy

you threw up one of your lungs

sell it to the pirates

you pick it back up from the toilet full of blood

6:27 PM

gulp.

6:27 PM

you flush the toilet and exit the bathroom

6:27 PM

H-hey.

you good bro

oh uh... Yeah,.. yeah.

6:30 PM

you wipe off blood from your mouth

6:30 PM

is there.. a way you can... Heal me?

Thea can.

ah.. yeah

6:31 PM

I'll.. go talk to her

6:31 PM

you walk to the door

6:31 PM

and vomit out your lung again, passing out

WHY DID YOU SEND HIM TO THEA

6:31 PM

eEEWW WHAT THE FUCK

shit

6:32 PM

there isn’t another fucking way fucking look at him

6:32 PM

we need to get her right fucking now

6:34 PM

You get up, grabbing his lung and lifting him from under the arms.

you cough up more blood, your body is falling apart

FLINT

@ectoMycologist

UH WHAT DO I DO??

Flint: EAT LUNG

Ew! What are you, Thea??

Flint: Now that you think of it, keep that lung somewhere safe. Don't want Thea eating that.

Put the lung in Lucinda for safekeeping.

(lucinda already got it

lift his legs!!

You grab ISAAC'S LEGS.

we’re going. what room is she in?

i think she's in room 3.

she's close then

i- i dont know where she is though i think i pissed her off. majorly.

oh fuck off

7:08 PM

her room's the best bet

You all exit, to #room-3

You're in here now.

you place her on the bed, get undressed as you put on casual wear

11:46 PM

am i allowed to sleep in the bed?

yes

you slide in, and kiss lucinda

You get up, dressing your wounds in the bathroom

you just,, fall asleep

After you finish, you change into your nightgown and just stand there, looking over him for a few moments.

you're being creepy.

You jump.

bloody christ where are you

nowhere, go to sleep.

you're being creepy.

12:00 AM

You get into bed.

you nudge awake a tiny bit

12:03 AM

whos being creepy,,?

Cece, she came in

12:04 AM

I think she's going to bed too, hush

srry babe

12:04 AM

you hug onto lucinda

You pull the blanket tighter around the 2 of you as you fall asleep.

You've been awake for a while, but you haven't done much. You haven't even gotten out of bed.

there's a note on the side table

You check it.

> You check it.

@Lucinda Vaughan (@Wicked Wain of the West) - jump "got up and left, I'm probably in room 1 or the buffet, I love you and I hope you sleep well"

You take the note and put it with the other one, reading over both of them again before putting them back.

Eventually, you get out of bed. You go to your bag and take out a number of small sheets of thin metal. You take a small set of pliers out as well.

6:32 PM

You start to twist and tear the sheets, curling and bending them out of shape.

You leave, holdling onto the scrap.

You open the door.

you enter and flop on one of the beds

god your guys' room is so much cleaner

mhm!!

4:17 PM

she rolls on the bed and looks at flint

4:17 PM

want to watch a cheesy movie

sure.

she puts on a cheesy movie

4:21 PM

she pulls flint to the bed and takes off her shirt

4:21 PM

man it's HHHHOT!!!

4:21 PM

she just chills there with a candy bar watching the movie

// WHY DOES PENNY KEEP TAKING OFF HER SHIRT

4:23 PM

// she's 100% doing this on purpose

//she just doesn't like the heat that much /srs

i have a feeling youre doing this on purpose

hey two do you know if penny's in my head or something because i have a feeling she heard what we were talking about

I'm not, I just don't like the heat in here

4:27 PM

I just got my nose broken and unbroken do you think I would want to fuck

4:27 PM

I'm not like Katie

fair. dont wanna break it again now would i

4:28 PM

That was such a terrible attempt at flirting

4:28 PM

god im so bad at this romance thing how did i pull her

GOD I hate katiem

4:28 PM

if I see her or Tyler again I'm rupturing their ear drums.

Flint Turing

i have a feeling youre doing this on purpose

hey two do you know if penny's in my head or something because i have a feeling she heard what we were talking about

she's not in here and i didn't make a penny puppet either

4:29 PM

why's she keep taking off her shirt i swear she's done this more than once

yeah. katie's a bit. Yeah.

you don't know her truly

when i met her she was kind of a bitch and every time we've interacted its been negatively

god she's a sleazy bitch

more plastic in her body than in the ocean

she stole my boyfriend from me years ago

wtf katie is so cool i love her

4:30 PM

shes got that fucked up white girl swag

come on man you have to admit that ass is FAKE

demeter!!

wtf katie is so cool i love her

((stop tryna pull...

mean girls style

Flint Turing

come on man you have to admit that ass is FAKE

i know what a plastic ass looks like

fucking advertising it to me every time we fought you GOTTA at least feel shes insecure ab it

I wouldn't be too surprised if she will fuck you behind my back too

2

well yeah shHAHAAHHA

with her plastic fucking body

Every time you and two had been speaking your eyes had lost focus.

4:31 PM

barbie doll lookin ass

oh shut up.

not YOU HER. she looks like a barbie doll

every guy I've met likes her

4:32 PM

I wouldn't be surprised if you do too

((hold on my sisters cat is standing on me making biscuits

she FLUSTERED me back at the meteor. i dont normally take people for their looks penny

katie is totally a lesbian though

someone and i were talking earlier and i had trouble coming up with my type

((chat can we tell my sister's cat that she stinks

because i REALLY dont have one besides. uh

shit two how do i say this without sounding like a fucking coomer

Rhys ｡.ﾟ+

((chat can we tell my sister's cat that she stinks

((gross

Rhys ｡.ﾟ+

((chat can we tell my sister's cat that she stinks

(dont do this chat (edited)

((like i know what an unwashed cat smells like ive been to my sisters house

(shes just a bit silly kitty :(

(( their cat got out and they live RIGHT by a farm

((no I just like saying my sister's cat stinks.

4:34 PM

((she's cute and is purring on me

4:34 PM

((ok back to rp

((stinky kitty

sorry I got so heated just.

its fair.

nobody knows what the fuck Katie did to me

Flint Turing

because i REALLY dont have one besides. uh

shit two how do i say this without sounding like a fucking coomer

uh i think you just can't

Penny Flanders

nobody knows what the fuck Katie did to me

// wait has dream been notified about this

I LIKE PENNY FOR ALL PARTS OF HER!!! INCLUDING HER TITS!!

// checking because tylers about to go talk to katie

i love her voice, i love her personality

((yes

4:35 PM

((I told Noah like last night

4:35 PM

((what Katie actually did to her

its so weird knowing i somehow pulled her with being as greasy as a kfc chicken strip

ughh

4:36 PM

can you stop ignoring me dude

yeah she deserves better you're like literally a ball of grease. made of what's left in the deep fryer at the end of a long day at mcdonald's

4:36 PM

i kid i kid

she snaps her fingers in flints face

uh im not

okay then what did I just say

Penny Flanders

can you stop ignoring me dude

// penny confessing her trauma to flint while 002 makes fun of flint in their brain

you said nobody knows what katie actually did to oyu

4:37 PM

You're really good at listening while zoning out.

(a skill im proud of also having)

alright. Hh

4:38 PM

she slouches down on the ground

4:38 PM

will you go behind my back and be romantic to someone else

ok im gonna peace out go talk to your girlfriend

fuck no

4:39 PM

you think im gonna risk this

ISAAX WHAT

probably. Every guy does eventually

4:41 PM

you stand up and put on your shirt

4:41 PM

look flint

// flint isn't zoning out i don't think

(he wasnt

((oh

i dont think i could get bored of you.

you sit at the little table in the room

4:43 PM

Katie is just evil

4:43 PM

she told my mom I was hanging around low life peasants

4:43 PM

poor people the lower class

4:44 PM

and she... She... Hh..

4:44 PM

you slump your head into the table

4:44 PM

I could kill Katie.

well don't do that unless necessary

4:45 PM

i dont need any more death even if shes a total bitch

...

4:45 PM

if you were me you would take the chance immediately.

.. probably.

you shake as you think about what your mom did

4:46 PM

my mom was abusive flint

if i ever met esther id fucking push my thumbs into her eye sockets like

You make a motion like stabbing your thumbs into something.

that.

after she told my mom what happened

4:46 PM

I was... I... I...

4:46 PM

you shake from the thought of it

4:47 PM

I'd rather not speak about it

you dont hafta if you don't wanna

so uh. i dont know if this is touchy or not but is it weird being full of someone else's organs

7:36 PM

like did you take on any cravings from traf at all or

also @Rhys ｡.ﾟ+ ))

like did you take on any cravings from traf at all or

@Flint Turing (@ectoMycologist) - jump no, I didn't.

guess that disproves the theory.

8:15 PM

conspiracies debunk'd

8:15 PM

have you heard of that one actually

no

are you alright, you're doing the thing i do and giving one worded responses

8:15 PM

is there something you wanna get out or

yes

no.

are you sure

8:17 PM

penny you usually say more than one word when we talk

...

8:19 PM

my mom was bad.

.. .. so was one of my caretakers when i was gamma, if you want the truth. theres shit i so want to vent to someone but i CAN'T. if we really are dating we need to be able to say stuff to eachother.

8:20 PM

if you vent yours, i'll vent mine.

8:20 PM

deal

did your mom... Use you like a model?

((buuuurp ok gonna spoil all the text after this for major trigger warnings)

((dear lord

did your mom ever put you on sale for men, flint?

no. she didn't. im too ugly and was used for something much different.

so many ugly. Pieces of shit.

8:22 PM

in my face

ouch.

I'm done talking.

8:23 PM

you. Get the idea.

well.

8:23 PM

You locked your hands together.

8:24 PM

mine wasnt my mom, but she was one of several.

8:24 PM

i had multiple "moms," and dads, technically.

...

fuck it im gonna stop beating around the bush.

8:24 PM

as soon as i was squeezed out of my mom's pusshole, i was thrown into a testing chamber.

8:25 PM

they combined my dna with something called the skaian gene, and kept me in that chamber for 5 years of my life. five years i can't get back.

8:25 PM

and in those five years, i suffered.

8:25 PM

i had been basically turned into an obedient pavlov dog with telekinesis.

...

no contact with my father outside of SPARSE visitation hours.

8:26 PM

i supposedly only got RARE supervised car trips, and most of them were just to bring me along for expeditions to study the spur of the moment experiment that was ME.

8:26 PM

and this is all ive bothered to watch through the tapes.

8:27 PM

theres surely more. 3 more to watch to be exact.

8:27 PM

my name was gamma. my legal name probably IS gamma.

8:27 PM

i was placed in a meteor due to an intense display of disobedience.

8:27 PM

i dont know what it is, but its apparently bad enough for me to be transferred into a rock.

8:28 PM

Tears were forming at your eyes. You held the expression you've been holding for a while. a blank, somber expression.

8:28 PM

i was cut when i misbehaved.

8:28 PM

its probably what caused me to start cutting MYSELF when i thought i was misbehaving by feeling sad.

8:28 PM

>

8:29 PM

.. sorry. went a bit. overboard.

you hug onto flint

.. i didnt mean to.

8:29 PM

drown you out.

8:30 PM

you needed to be heard as well and i spoke paragraphs over snff your 2 sentences.

8:30 PM

i dont even remember all of mine for s-some reason

you continue to hug onto him

>

8:35 PM

Your eyes gloss over. You start to remember.

You're back as GAMMA. You're being carried by a woman in a white lab coat. Both of you are being chased by other people in lab coats. You're covered in blood. So are some of the people chasing you two.

8:36 PM

The lights flash red.

You snap back to reality.

8:36 PM

Tears fill your eyes. You hug onto penny tight.

8:37 PM

im sorry.

Tears leave your eye, staining the back of PENNY's shirt.

8:37 PM

The other times you've cried were out of instinct. You feel GENUINE DISPAIR.

the room gets chilly

You noticed the coldness. You gripped penny for dear life.

You fumble with the doorknob before bursting in. You rush to the bathroom to bandage your hand as you yell out to the lovebirds in the main room.

8:53 PM

Isaac is too far gone, something

8:53 PM

You pause for a moment.

8:53 PM

something happened, he broke

8:54 PM

I don't know what

e-eh?!

@ectoMycologist ))

if he doesn't fucking die his frostbite is going to kill him after

h-holy shit where is he

You turn your teary eyed face towards Lucinda- oh whoops tear water leaks out the side of your eyepatch and onto penny-

8:55 PM

AGH SORRY

8:55 PM

uh

the gym. I had to leave

what can i do to help

he's dangerous, I don't know

8:56 PM

or was dangerous

GO TO THE GYM THATS WHAT-

shut up I'm sorry

8:56 PM

not now

> i dont want to push you off of me b- oh

if he's still fucking alive he isn't in a state to control himself

Flint: go to the gym anyways.

oh shit-

You let go of penny.

8:58 PM

traumadumping can be picked back up later isaac needs me

You pull a blanket off of your bed, wrapping it around yourself as you follow Flint out.

You stood up, gently sitting penny back down on the bed, and walk out the door.

Thea comes here. Nothing of use to be found.